Saturday, May 13, 2006
it has been a very long time since I last updated you about the happenings in my life. a year maybe?
Well, aside from not having internet service in our house, there are no stories to share that will make you say whoa...
What's up with me?
Since upcat is just around the corner, my parents enrtolled me to a review program. Fortunately, I've learned many things that will surely come in handy during the exam. But what makes it better is...hmmh?...well, I'm just in the top 12 of our batch...isn't that great?
Nothing new about my lovelife...only senseless dreams about Ivan...ewan ko ba...ang labo...imagine, after a year of peace of mind, there he goes again...ghaunting my dreams...
haiiz...I guess that's all..see you till then...I hope it will be soon...
nga pala...I just won the AYC elections as a secretary...it's quite a landslide...but I don't like the idea,really. It's like a nightmare3 come true....grrr...
Ilorveeuu//*
Thursday, December 29, 2005
HI guyz!!! It's been a while since I last posted in here....sigh/
would you look at that, many things have happened to me and in this past few months parang na renew ako... Guess what? I'm in love again!!!! hehehe
BUt not with the same guy...o please!
I'm in love with somebody I am not suppose to love... Im in love with somebody I am not allowed to love...
well...he's really perfect...but there's something inside me that won't let me love him...
he loves somebody else...and she loves him too...
but there's something with him that won't let me stop loving him... alam mo ba yung kabog? err....and I hate it....
well...I think he doesn't know...he doesn't even feel...he doesn't even care....
sana lang...when I fall in love again, sana dun sa pwede...sa matino... sa mahal din ako...
Ilorveeuu//*
Monday, April 25, 2005
hello...its me again...harhar..la lang...told you bago lahat ngaun eh...lam nyo dami talagang pumapasok sa isip ko ngayon...mga what ifs...what if di ako naniwala sa tsimis dati?kami pa kaya ngaun ng mahal ko? what if nagaral ako ng mabuti nung nasa star parin ako...klasymeyts ko pa kaya kau? what if di ko winish kay God na matanggal sa star, star parin kaya ako? what if di ako nalipat...president kaya ako? what if di ako pinanganak...peaceful kaya ang mundo???? harhar...is there a big deal kung mawawala ako sa mundo....ang daming what ifs but what's more important is what's in the reality...you can always say what if...pero di pwedeng mangyari(madalas) ang mga what ifs mo...possible but nearly impossible....coz u can never turn back tym...whatever choice you decided upon, it will always affect the things ahead... mahal ko pa xa...pero ako hindi na niya mahal...what if baliktad...sigh/
Ilorveeuu//*
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
hi guyz...i really miss you all...i really think that nothing will ever be the same again for me for the following year...daming changes na mangyayari...anyways...let me share you bout the things that's stuckd in mah mind...nyweiz...well, sa mga pipol who know me(close) remeber my bf (sa cel?) well he break(d) up with me yesterday...it's not a big deal i mean, i dnt love him or what...ang pinakamataas na pagtingin ko sakanya eh big bro...you know, i always punch him,minumura ko xa palagi(ung normal conversation ko without even bothering kung anong tingin nya saken) at alam niya naman lahat ng mga negative aspects ko...kaya lang baket ganun??? he does'nt seem to stop falling inlove with...urgghh???me... i don't know what to do...really... nung sinabi niyang pagod na siya yesterday..i don't know what was i suppose to say...sabi niya, siguro "he did not work out for me"...trash lang daw siya sa paningin kow....i don't know what to say to him...ang hirap humingi ng sorry...ashame...akoh...kasi...i know im wrong and yes, you got me, im guilty...one more thing...si mikez...nakita ko na nung 18...well i like him...yes... I LIKE HIM really..but i dont lve him...you know what i mean right...iba ang tingin ko sakanya with the other guys but i really can't say na kasingpantay na niya yung feelings ko kay...IVAN... yah...my mr right... anyways...panu nagkaconnecta ung dalawa?? ngaun nalilito na talaga ako... nakakatakot na talaga... i don't know my self... di ko alam kung niloloko ko lang si mikes...pero sa tingin ko...ako mismo ung nanloloko ng sarili ko eh... grabeh....i don't know what to do next.. guys help me with this...
Ilorveeuu//*
Monday, April 18, 2005
hello!!!well... for my first post... or shalll i say second... nyahaha!!! i really miss school right now...lalo na ung mga katropa koh... di naman ako nababagot dito sa bahay but its just not the same in school... ngaun eh napipilitan na akong magbasa ng libro para lang maubos ang tym ko sa may kwentang bagay.... u know what??? i wld really miss my class... i dont think na i'll be included sa star section next year.... atlast, bumigay na din ako.... but its no big deal... the truth is if it wasnt for my friends, i would really love to be included in the other sections... iba talaga kung ieenjoy mo ug high school... ung tipong, u'll never get stressed out kung di ka man mapapabilang dun... lam mo un? anyways.. i can'y wait... what's in store for the next school year? parang nafefeel kong maraming mangyayari sakin... who knows, i might fnd another boyfriend...ung di na koh lolokohin... hahaha!!!! kidding!!!!~! pero guys i really miss u all.... hope to see u soon
Ilorveeuu//*
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
fave ko moulan rouge
Ilorveeuu//*
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